Friday, October 29
today was well - fun. =D the beautiful thing about humance is that you don't feel guilty studying it. while you two were pulling your hair out over amath i was admittedly peaceful sitting tucked up in bed with a cup of hot tea reading ss. hahaha. and jean, thanks for teaching me how to play about 7 bars of autumn in my heart. i am determined to learn to play the rest even if i never learn the names of the chords. it's the sort of song you want to play down by the beach with the stars twinkling above you and the waves crashing by you and The One next to you. =D and ohh a little campfire burning briskly, the light caught in your hair as the music wafts over you. sighhh. how come i never even wanted to go near a guitar til you played autumn in my heart? ukeles don't count, anyway i've forgotten how to even hold one. but you're right though, you both are. i'm not the sort of girl born with a guitar in her arms. i'm more piano-ish. i wish i had longer arms and fingers though.. this is from steps.. 'i know him so well'. i think the lyrics are pretty sad. *shrugs* love.. oh cruelty. =)
Nothing is so good it lasts eternally
Perfect situations must go wrong
But this has never yet prevented me
Wanting far too much for far too long
Looking back I could have played it differently
Won a few more moments, who can tell
Wasn't it good
Wasn't he fine
Isn't it madness
He can't be mine
But in the end he needs a little bit more than me
More security
He needs his fantasy and freedom
I know him so well
Didn't I know how it would go
If I knew from the start
Why am I falling apart
and the way she sings it.. sigh. it's like save the best for last, only with the unhappy ending. and my favourite part.. isn't it madness, he can't be mine. saddest words in the world. may i never say them! =D and oh.. i like the 'if i knew from the start why am i falling apart'. sometimes we fool ourselves into believing.. like i really believed in fairies.. i thought they lived in flowers.. with their pretty little blue wings.. and they'd whisper my ear as i slept.. did your mum think i was crazy just now? haha. of course i know better now. no such things as fairies. no such things as soulmates. but fate has a cruel sense of humour.
it must've been love.
9:25 pm
xoxo
